His Timing and His Will: Patience and Faithfulness for Her

It's been a VERY, VERY long time since I have written on my blog. I haven't felt like writing and then when I did feel like writing, I could not find the time to write with how busy the last couple of months have been. But, when traveling to Standing Stones this year, I had time to write. I was thinking about companionship. So, here is my thoughts on traveling to Standing Stones 2019 when thinking about companionship and finding that someone.

Heading to Standing Stones 2019: Living Sacrifice, and life is changing. The world revolves whether we like it or not. We just move along with the rotation of the planet, and we as humans have to move on and live our lives. As much as I want to stop and take time, I have to move along just as just as the person next to me. I feel like the next couple of years in my life, are going to be the most impactful years of my life. With both brothers getting married, finding a companion has been on my mind lately. I yearn to talk to someone everyday, to be there for someone everyday, and to hold hands and cuddle at the end of the day. I want to say, “I love you” every moment I get to, because she will be the most amazing person in the whole world and no one can take that away from her. Finding a companion is hard, but I know God has someone in-store for me and He will provide at the right time.

As of my current time, I know there are somethings that need to be fixed before God can bless me with someone to be with. Being a man of God means providing for my family, both spiritually, physically and mentally. I need to be spiritually there for her, physically there for her and mentally there for her to provide, for what could be our future together and that starts with having stable with a job. I feel like I want everything to be perfect when it come to a job, but nothing is perfect. God is perfect and I know that He will bless with a job that will help me become stable and one that will allow me to do His work with the youth and for Standing Stones. (UPDATE: I GOT A JOB! GOD IS GOOD!)

Finding a job is one part, but there are many others. Fixing myself is the beginning, and being with someone is another. At the end of the day, I know God will provide and I will meet her one day and it will be all in God’s timing. For I know His will is good, pleasing and perfect for me. It is His story that He has written out for me and I plan to continuously follow Him and serve Him, for my job on Earth is not done until it is complete. I know my Father is listening to my heart and He has given me my answer. I know the time will come for her and I to meet and be together as a couple, all under God’s timing. For her, I pray that she is wondering the same and praying for the same thing I am praying for. Someone who loves God, wants to serve Him and work as a unit for Him. But for now, His time hasn’t arrived yet, but I believe it will be soon. I don’t know how early soon is, but I will be patient and stay faithful to the Lord. As for her, one day we will meet or we might have already met, but I pray she loved the Lord, wants to serve the Lord and wants to work together as a unit for Him. Also, I want to call her the “Best In The World” and say “I Love You”, hold her hand and say, “That the Lord has blessed me with her and I cannot deny that she truly is someone I adore.” I patiently wait for His timing and until then, I serve and stay faithful to Him.

- Kaleb Ly, "The King of Aces"